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This track is for anyone who's been affected by the struggle. You're loved and you're never alone.
lyrics
I'm hearing beeps in a deep sleep beneath the sheets sinking with each beat, tinking like drips in a deep sink, blink, did I drink? I need to think in order to handle this thing discreetly
Nice to meet me...I mean you...sorry I didn't sleep due
to the pain, I need help it's not the kind that I can breathe through
10 outta 10 so make with the vicodin
Friend
Go get your pen I gotta leave soon
I know you see a thousand of me singing the same tune,
But I blame you
You wear different coats but you and the dope man are the same dude
Least the shit that they do
doesn't claim to save lives until the day they get sued
I just wanna lay down
because it's so loud
tired of sound
can't hold out
Sink in the ground
Don't feel cold now
Blow up my phone, I'm alone
Beyond my coverage zone
out
In space
just save my place for me
because you can't save me
So what's the catch?
Like gas to the match
I'm 22 and you're prescribing me a fentinyl patch?
Yo I thought this shit was for the people peaking at death
counting their breaths stressin that there's not much of em left
The next jump to dope is a quick one
I'm sick son
and now the doctors I used to go to for a fix flipped and now I get none
So to get some...
Dope I mean
I lean
to the brown dust to try to get numb
Now I live my life in the pits
Siphoning light from the drips
Tie up and right when it hits
Silence ...
Sorry I lost the fight when I did
I tried and don't forget when I died that I had the mind of a kid
Go ahead and judge me
from your castle very high above me
and don't believe that someone could love me
I'm ugly
and if you don't see
how easy you can become me then you're pretty fucking lucky
credits
released June 10, 2022
Production and art by DW Smith
Mixed and mastered by Mr Substance
Recorded at the rapper's Brooklyn apartment during lockdown, this album offers poignant reflections on the uncertain decisions defining the uncharted territory of today's reality. Bandcamp Album of the Day Jul 21, 2020